deeptokyo's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- all this stuff is silenced It's been raining all day, I sort of feel sad for some reason. I'm not quite sure why, Jess told me people have been calling for me all day. But i just don't feel like calling anyone back or really seeing anyone. I seem to be creating my own solitude. But I don't feel lonely, I just don't feel like really seeing all the people I'm supposed to. Ever get like that? You just stop answering the phone, it's not laziness, I just don't feel like it. Anyways, I'm supposed to look for a job but I'm just not feeling it. Once I start getting paid for something, I just start to hate it, I'm miserable when I work a bunch of the time. I think my ideal job right now would be to work like 6-10 hours a week but the chances of finding a super cool place that would only let me work that much are slim to none. Blah, job hunting sucks big wookie. I feel like I'm venting, that I havent written in this thing forever. When it's only been a few days. Hmm, all these emotions, and no way to articulate any of them to you. I'm sorry 8:09 p.m. - 2002-08-29 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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